shit happens.

sometimes when u thought u had everything.. u actually don't even own anything.i wanted to achieve something which i've not achieved b4 in my life, bt i just dont have the chance to.i wanted so badly to attain my goals. why couldn't i? until now. why?in my case, it's all abt giving in to others. i'm not a fighter in this case. bt i'm a fighter when i'm on the lanes.(haha :P) may be. that's what i feeeeel abt myself. *nods* well, sometimes. yes, sometimes.sometimes when u set ur mind to win, it just won't happen. it's just fate. coz sometimes its just depending on so much LUCK. i don't consider myself as lucky tho :Sno matter how hard u try. no matter how hard u work on this particular thing b4 it could happen. it just won't work! WHY? again, fate. subsistence. i believe in fate. bt for me, i'm always blaming myself for not doing it right.fuck yeaah. always unfortunate. it happens that i realize all those good things i had in life has now gone. since for as long as i can remember.. where did it all go? where? it is for me to search for it n make a drastic come back.gonna show it to all. what i have that they don't. what i'm capable of which they had never seen b4 from me. the real me.for those who looked down on me all these while, shut your fucking mouth. just sit back n watch what i'm willing of. gonna prove it to all. ALL.promise. a lifetime promise. which i consider starting from now onwards.